Some sweet smile soothes me nearer
innocently clear, that smile draws me
closer I become, yet, that alluring face seems to dissipate
presence so vast, commanding my mind
at once, her face, her smile, seems to fade into a different shade.
Through those trite eyes, my reflection shown, upside down
my heart is torn repeatedly, distastefully by that sight
down my throat, drowning drones deeply, desperately
seeking escape from starving storms raging in my mind
I knew I shouldn't, demons possessed me,
so I say, shout, shreik, so I lie.
That form she took, that lie I wove
entranced in ecstasy, attempting to escape awkwardly
her fragrance quite rare, vividly her perfume I inhale.
Reeling rapidly my senses rock relentlessly
this voice, this smell, this taste
I've waited wearily, weepingly
where I once was, my winter is passed.
She hung around me, hugging me,
I, smothered in her smell, her arms embrace me warmly
my mind drifts merrily, mentally moving
clouded thoughts drift aimlessly
sitting dazed, her essence in my hand
her body wrapped lightly, surrounding.
I looked above, tempted as I was
lowly, I saw the height of my descent
still, I sat, doing nothing.
Withered away, wasted from her presence
unable to let her go,
swimming in a sea of silver smoke, shrouded
my heart blackened to the core
my being, my demeaner, bitter
coughing, choking, crawling before her
she who never forsook, loved me wholly
her sweet smile slithers away, revealing such a smirk!
Weezing, my last breath escapes me
I slip, my body lies still,
my eyes watch her ghastly form hovering, lingering.